Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Rumination/ Tents

I havent been able to sit still lately and i sure as hell cant sleep which is fairly suprising considering the intensity of my weekend (yes, even though I slept a lot last night!). I have really been partially consumed by some plots in my head and my apparent proclivity for destruction and, simultaneously, structure. Either way, ive drawn some banging sketches and ive gotten a lot done 'round the apartment.

I wonder how much scarring would result from an extremely deep cutting if it is sutured immediately afterward? there is only one way to find out. However, that will have to wait for at least September 14th... and how busy life will be around that time! how exciting and invigorating!

as usual, my schedule is superbly packed.
c'est la vie

onward...

What Happened

It scares me
when your hands shake
it scared me when you raised your voice and I could feel a door slam in my mind
and my stomach got cold and I couldnt understand what you were saying because
the laws of physics were being broken
as the cold in my stomach rose through my spine to my vocal chords to my mouth and my brain
and it all froze
along with my thoughts and my heart and my eyes;
shut tight with your image burnt on them
while my feet began to twist and boil
I am bold, I am open
I am fragile, I am cauterized
I am petrified into being myself over and over again
And I am afraid my brittle branches will crack under your unintended strain
Just as touching your shoulder was my assurance
Watching your lips makes me falter
Still rivers supposedly run deep
And with you I evaporate
Ne pourris pas avec moi, mon chou
I am sorry, carina


This whole iran election thing has been fascinating to follow. i am surprised more pictures havent hit CB. Dios mio! sometimes they take a few weeks (I remember the Georgian-Russian conflict :/ )

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