Barely Prose

At first I was playing coy to make you think I lead a busy life and wasn't crazy for you
then I told you too much about myself
and the look on your face let me know that I wasn't mad for you
Such a fun fantasy, I am beginning to realize, is nothing more than a fantasy
While I was melting i realized i was the same to you
and I was content within it
and as the next person in my life lifts me up and takes me to flight
I am content within our discordant relationship again
And await the carthartic and awkward end